Ok, sorry it has been forever since I have written anything. my life has been crazy busy lately running between two jobs and moving into a house. so, I ask your forgiveness!
Alright, as many of you know I am a part time Youth Pastor now. It has already had its ups and downs, moments of frustration and excitement. Well, this week we are at Mission Fuge in Mobile, AL and the worship has been absolutely GREAT for me! something I have needed for a while.
The down side is this, I have discovered words that set me off faster than anything. Words that make me more angry than a lot of things. Twice this week we have been in Church group time and I'll be trying to get them quiet to listen to something I have to say and one of my kids will say, "hey guys quiet down and listen so we can get this over with!" I respond in a way I probably shouldnt, with sarcasm/anger, my response has been "YEAH guys, shut up and listen so we can get out of here because you are just going to forget what I have to say anyways because you dont want to be here!"
I am trying and trying my hardest to get these guys to understand what it is all about and it comes up void everytime it seems like. I understand that I havent been here long and I understand that they are young but something just feels wrong here. Most of them just openly sin like it doesnt mean anything at all and I just dont understand that. I brought them here to camp hoping that something might sink in and they just sit in worship and bible study staring at a wall barely listening.
Ok, God is good!! to you guys this will seem weird but the last paragraph was going to be the last one. I stepped away because a couple of my kids wanted to talk, they are thinking and praying seriously about going to Canada for the entire summer next year to do mission work. maybe the Lord is doing something here. I just needed to vent. sorry this blog is so random, haha. The Lord is Good! Psalm 67, Let ALL the peoples Praise HIM!!
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
My Ridiculous Family
ok, so i decided to share a family story with you guys. last year i was visiting my great aunt in Georgia. she is my mother's father's sister, so she is from my mother's ancestry. we were sitting around talking about random thing and my great aunt was telling us random stories and this one came along.
she told us all that back in the day my family owned Stone Mountain.
when my great aunt said those words we all thought she was crazy. but then the story was confirmed by other elders of my family. my mothers ancestors use to own Stone Mountain. we all asked the same question you are now asking, what happened? she responded, "they sold it to another family for a donkey, a donkey cart, and a bottle of whiskey." WHAT?!!
yes, yes that is a true story. my family was ridiculous enough to sell what would be a future national treasure for a donkey, a donkey cart, and a bottle of whiskey. ugh!!
she told us all that back in the day my family owned Stone Mountain.
when my great aunt said those words we all thought she was crazy. but then the story was confirmed by other elders of my family. my mothers ancestors use to own Stone Mountain. we all asked the same question you are now asking, what happened? she responded, "they sold it to another family for a donkey, a donkey cart, and a bottle of whiskey." WHAT?!!
yes, yes that is a true story. my family was ridiculous enough to sell what would be a future national treasure for a donkey, a donkey cart, and a bottle of whiskey. ugh!!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Surely We Can Change
By: David Crowder
And the problem is this
We were bought with a kiss
But the cheek still turned
Even when it wasn’t hit
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Where there is pain
Let there be grace
Where there is suffering
Bring serenity
For those afraid
Help them be brave
Where there is misery
Bring expectancy
And surely we can change
Surely we can change
Something
And the problem it seems
Is with you and me
Not the Love who came
To repair everything
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Oh, the world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
And the problem is this
We were bought with a kiss
But the cheek still turned
Even when it wasn’t hit
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Where there is pain
Let there be grace
Where there is suffering
Bring serenity
For those afraid
Help them be brave
Where there is misery
Bring expectancy
And surely we can change
Surely we can change
Something
And the problem it seems
Is with you and me
Not the Love who came
To repair everything
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Oh, the world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
Monday, March 2, 2009
The ridiculousness of life
hahaha.... ok, so... saturday night i am headed home late after hanging out with Joe K for awhile. it was wet and cold outside, it even snowed. well, i took a turn and apparently i took it to fast and i almost ended up in it nose first. thanks to my expert driving skills, i kept it from crashing but i did blow out my front driver's side tire and bend the rim, not fun. So, i am not able to make it to church sunday morning for my first official day as Youth Pastor. the church was very understanding and loving, so that was great.
the real adventure started today when i tried to find a new rim and tire. the first trick was trying to find a ride to go pick all this stuff up. it took me until 3:30 to be able to get on the road going to get stuff. the first place i went was to get the rim, it was called Mississippi Truck Dismantling. it was out in the woods and very very very redneck, i didnt know what to think. there were wrecked vehicles everywhere and parts everywhere. everything went well and i got the rim for a good price, so that was nice.
i went to the other side of the town to get a tire put on it. i was in the straight up ghetto, looking over my shoulder and all that kind of stuff. i went and told the guy what i had and what i need and he asked how i bent my rim. i started to tell him but he automatically assumed i was drunk driving. i told him otherwise but no matter what i had to say, in his mind i had to have been drunk driving. he finally got my stuff straightened out and i was on my way and got my truck rolling again.
it was a pretty adventurous day that i thought i would share with you guys, hehe
the real adventure started today when i tried to find a new rim and tire. the first trick was trying to find a ride to go pick all this stuff up. it took me until 3:30 to be able to get on the road going to get stuff. the first place i went was to get the rim, it was called Mississippi Truck Dismantling. it was out in the woods and very very very redneck, i didnt know what to think. there were wrecked vehicles everywhere and parts everywhere. everything went well and i got the rim for a good price, so that was nice.
i went to the other side of the town to get a tire put on it. i was in the straight up ghetto, looking over my shoulder and all that kind of stuff. i went and told the guy what i had and what i need and he asked how i bent my rim. i started to tell him but he automatically assumed i was drunk driving. i told him otherwise but no matter what i had to say, in his mind i had to have been drunk driving. he finally got my stuff straightened out and i was on my way and got my truck rolling again.
it was a pretty adventurous day that i thought i would share with you guys, hehe
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
God is crazy good
ok, so God is crazy good. I have possibly the three coolest and nerdiest part time jobs someone like me could have. I am a part time manager at a Gamestop, i am a part time musician (i get to travel with an awesome band from time to time), and i just this past sunday got hired on as a part time youth pastor of a church here right out side of Clinton, MS.
I am super excited about this new position as Youth Pastor. i have been praying and praying that God would put in ministry some where. i have been looking since august last year and have been disappointed time and time again until finally God put me exactly where i need to be right when i need to be there. He is good even when im an idiot, haha.
If you would like to be praying for me in anyway, i am trying to get things rolling really quickly with this church. so, you could pray for wisdom and direction as i begin teaching these youth and working in this new church
I am super excited about this new position as Youth Pastor. i have been praying and praying that God would put in ministry some where. i have been looking since august last year and have been disappointed time and time again until finally God put me exactly where i need to be right when i need to be there. He is good even when im an idiot, haha.
If you would like to be praying for me in anyway, i am trying to get things rolling really quickly with this church. so, you could pray for wisdom and direction as i begin teaching these youth and working in this new church
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