This blog is just going to be a thought process i've had of late. so you can go ahead and ignore this one if you would like. I just need to get this one out i think.
More and more often recently i have found a lot of my words and actions being, what i thought, to be misunderstood or misinterpreted. In prayer, relationships, and just life in general but the more i step back and look at all of this it might be me not speaking or acting correctly. Not that i have been lying or doing ridiculous things but maybe i have misunderstood things around me and reacted differently than i should, who really knows? I just know that things have not been going the way i would like, want, or think they should and that is when i realize my selfishness. The only time what i want matters is if what i want is what Christ wants.
still, there are just somethings the past few weeks that i look back on and see where i could have not done somethings and things would be different now. Then i remind myself that you cant change the past, you can only effect the future. That is where i would like to apologize to those who i have not acted quite right towards or said things wrong too. My parents, friends, and wise counselors. I apologize for my selfishness, never once have i lied to any of you but maybe i should have learned my boundaries a lot sooner that i did.
So, i humbly ask for your forgiveness and ask for patience and understanding as i am trying to be the most God centered, God glorifying man i know how to be.
1 comment:
merci Monsieur. :)
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